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Old 01-10-2018, 08:17 PM   #3 (permalink)
Lucem Ferre
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18 more months half way there.


Ble$$ings (Big Sean cover basically)




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just waiting on my death
might put a bullet in my head
send me way up i'm blessed
way up I feel dead

I feel like I'm cursed (yeah)
I like it's just the pain and the hurt (yeah)
I feel like they've taken my worth I feel like I'm caged on this earth
I feel the pain and anguish tainting me day by day they're makin it worse
I feel dead inside I feel like hell has entered my life
I feel depressed and I can't see an end in site where is the light
I feel death is present maybe I'll decend tonight
maybe I'll forget it every thing eventually gets better right nahh
not with the sadness not with the madness not with the trajic path I passin
they say god had planned, then god is savage I hear the bastard laughin dammit
I think I had it I can't stand it look how long I've lasted
I think my heart is gone I'm mannic and I think I want to vannish
my heart was golden now it's molded the skull of lonely poet
I'm so alone and hopeless my soul is cold I feel them pulling on it
the gun is loaded and I hold it to the dome just know I'll blow it
I'll explode it leaving soaked in the dark thoughts that left me corroded

I'm here for a good time not a long time, you know I
I haven't had a good time in a long time, you know I
I'm way up I feel blessed, way up I feel blessed
I'm way up I feel blessed, way up I feel blessed

sick to the stomache cause in it is something cynical and ugly physically it's nothing
mentally is something that's twisted my love in to myzery and grudges eventually I'll cut it
from intestines it's flooded ripped from body and left in a bloody bit of my guts and
my flesh is rusted cause it is corrupted by depression and sins I guess I'm disgusting
I feel like I'm falling
from grace cause I'm appauling
ain't nobody want me
I'll blow my brains with this shotty
let this heartbeat stop end it
let my death just get demented let this weapon bless my head with
the injection vaccine leaded cures infections of depression
oral methods work the best old smith and wesson what a blessin

I'm here for a good time not a long time, you know I
I haven't had a good time in a long time, you know I
I'm way up I feel blessed, way up I feel blessed
I'm way up I feel blessed, way up I feel blessed

maybe I'm just unholy
why this dark just won't go away
I feel the evil in my veins
I feel the evil in my brain
that's why I shoot it out i feel inhuman now
I just need to cool it down calm me before I loose my crown
loose my mind I'll do it now I'll shoot right through roof like pow
too sick wait for the grewsome sound when my body falls to the soothing ground
swollowed whole into a hollow hole falling from the dark I know
I just wanna go I'm all alone I'm lost in my somber woe

I'm here for a good time not a long time, you know I
I haven't had a good time in a long time, you know I
I'm way up I feel blessed, way up I feel blessed
I'm way up I feel blessed, way up I feel blessed

I feel the devil grabbin me
pulling into insanity
he's eating the sad in me feeding on trajedy oh what a travesty my soul is now vanishing
into the cold behold my new majesty pulling my soul i'm growing more mannicly
my mind is now shattering my brian is splattering i still feel his hands on my heart and he's dragging me

way down to hell
way down to hell
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Lucem, you're right, it's silly to talk about what I would or wouldn't do IRL. Glad you brought it up. Maybe you should write an instrumental about it. I recommend a piano paired with a clarinet. With ambient sounds of you hanging from your shower curtain you ****ing failure.

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