So, a new blog entry, with something new to tell you all.
I went out with my ex girlfriend (still dating, I don't know what's going on here) and I bought myself a book. That book was The Giro Playboy. It's single-handedly started me writing novels again, and I'm currently working on one entitled 'Oohlalalala'.
I'm also sitting here, awaiting some form of communication from my ex, telling me exactly what is happening tomorrow. It's all very complicated over here, and I don't quite know whether I'm coming or going.
I don't know whether I should stay dating here, or move onto new things. Fact of the matter is, I still love her, but I'm not sure whether a change would help me as a person. But I think it would kill me if I saw her with anyone else, even though it wouldn't kill me if I was with anyone else.
Also, we've had the loft (attic) semi-converted, meaning adequate flooring is now in place. This means I can travel up there and just relax, something which I can't do in my room as it's the most untidy room in the history of the Earth.
Aswell as that my step-mom is studying Reiki, and has taught me about Auras and whatnot. She's allowed to practise Reiki on family and friends now, and soon she will be able to charge. So she is going to practise on me. Basically it is to some calming thing, similar to meditation, where your negative energies are taken away and put into the person performing Reiki on you, who will then dispose of them. It all sounds very interesting, and she has given me 2 of these black crystals which I have to put under my pillow, as I have restless nights. These will apparently relieve stress/anger, although I can't really tell whether they've worked yet. Hopefully they will do.
So yeah, quite an interesting time I'm having right about now.
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02-03-2007 05:16 PM