Dog Fights At A Friday Night Masquerade Party
Disappoint the dancer not,
A subtle charm in his eye,
He kissed my hand,
Asked if he could have this dance
Waltz around the room,
His breath tickles my ear as he whispers
“Vegas, you, me, a cup of sherry
We can leave right now say our vows in the morn
Who needs a brides maid when I go you babe?”
He starts up the ignition
Flying down the highway
Two lovers high on romance
Sneak up through my window,
Bottom floor second to the left
Throw that box in the suitcase
Dump the drawer in there
Its fit to burst, I think it just cracked
“fuck it, will buy a new, it’ll be class!”
Throw it in the truck, an all night drive
"Who cares about the gas?
I just wanna hold you tight"
Childlike smiles, stifling laughter
We pull up to a sketchy chapel
Preacher grins a one-toothed smile
He hands us some fine looking rags
We dress up, oh what a pair we are
“Oh how dashing you are my prince!”
“Look at you from a teen to beauty queen!”
We say our vows, a white toothed “You bet I do"
Hand in hand, speeding off to our royal honeymoon
Find the best desert view inn
For some reason the atmosphere isn’t right
You whisper for me to undress
A lustful look in your eye
A bitter taste in my mouth
A warning for whats to come?
No I’m just nervous, of course I comply
You take my arms, something isn’t right
You’re grip tightens I scream “David let go!”
You throw me onto the bed and say
“Don’t you fucking move bitch”
Too terrified to run, too scared to yell
You grab some wine take a gulp and scream
“Heres to Friday night! Foolish choices
Broken trust, Amber wine and stupid whores”
Smash the bottle against my ribcage
Slam me against the door, my head splits
I scream please please don’t..
With a Joel Rifkin look in your eyes
Why did I fall for a cunning pick up line?
Played like a deck of cards, im so worthless
Blue eyes and childish lies
You drive yourself into me and continue to rape me
I scream one last time..
“JUST SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH SLUT"
Everything’s black…
I wake with a jolt, my head aches so much
The light pours in from a crack as it gradually extends
“Is this heaven…?”
“No sweety, this is only the honeymoon”
Chuck me out of the car
I'm so fucking sore..
Bruises from my heels to my neck
Blood from my thigh to my breast
Its caked and dry along my matted and dirty hair
How did I fall for his fake charm? why did
I believe he was mr. right? What did I get?
A night of rape instead of magic
A black eye instead of a ring
A life full of misery instead of a teenagers dream
I take my wedding dress and bind my face
I’m scum I deserve this place
How could I’ve been so stupid?
How could I have fallen for such a trick?
I can still feel his dick…I’ll die out here
Im trash I’ll blow away in the wind..
I’ll die out here suffocated by a symbol of my mistakes,
I take as much of that dress down my throat as I can
All the while humming in my head
"Heres to Friday nights! Foolish choices
Broken trust, Amber wine,
Blood, bruises, the ending of life
Heres to Sarah E. Rose"
I willingly take my life
To be vulture feed
For at least among them
I will feel I have need
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I'm not blind, I believe in you.
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