Most people who live there I guess...
I'm glad you're getting some help. I didn't want to tell you to do so, that's up to you in the end. But I can imagine this ****s up your life pretty badly and I do think it's a good thing you're not trying to get through this on your own.
This is not my forum, but as far as I'm concerned: Feel free to talk about it as much as you need. I don't think of it as nagging or whining
. It might help just a little.
I hope you're back on track soon. I'm really very sorry for you.
I realize it's a completely different timezone there but I'm going to sleep now. I hope you can relax a bit and have a good night of sleep the coming night.
Take care!