hive
Now at the end
as my inners are stiring
life going nowhere
but the world keeps on turning
all these emotions
filling up my head
only one direction
upstairs to bed.
How it all was and how it became to be
Is no one's business
Stifling over all that is laid bare
standing shaking close to death
as not knowing whats coming
or what they all know
what is to follow.
Head rushing no way to slow
doctor gives out pills and says go
come back when you have no-more
it never rains it pours.
It may hide me for a while
keeping me dozy cracking a smile
but with no security of it, ever going away
the trouble i am in will surely stay.
So in the hole in the ground
the sound of sirens reaching, and taking me down.
Life with pills has my name on it
it defines me as a whole
digging a pit for others to follow
huddled together, sorrow.
Expectations smashed to pulp
dirty scruffy no soap
life that bares all for ridicule
now i am the biggest fool.
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