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Originally Posted by Overcast
TFW you've been so bored out of your skin for days and nothing appeals to you or brings you any pleasure and all you can do is listen to subtle dark ambient music and stare at the ceiling because it's better than silence and once you get some alcohol suddenly everything in the universe seems like the best thing ever and you want to do everything but you know it's gonna wear off so you find it hard to enjoy the moment even still and get fixated on every little thought of the future and come back to consciousness 30 minutes down a thought trail and realize you could have been having fun but instead you just did an even more boring version of what you do when you're sober, absolutely nothing. Even the most boring trivial things suddenly become something important that you can get sucked into, and I could possibly use this to my advantage but I should probably steer clear for now and become a dumbass because I could use some freedom from my brain.
TFW it rained for a few minutes and I missed it typing that.
TFW I realize it's better to turn my brain off and let my sober brain deal with whatever I dealt it in the morning as a miserable bastard.
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TFW drowning your brain out with noise is highly preferable.