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LuneLight · 07-07-2017, 05:36 PM

It's nearly 4 in the morning,
I'm staring at the ceiling,
listening to the wind,
The only sign of life outside my window.

All I want is to feel something...
Got so used to having nothing,
that I forgot what it's like,
having something to fight for.
I used to have a big heart
It stayed alive for the longest time
and through the worst of times.
It kept beating.

But I loved too hard, too soon.
And I was left, marooned.
Devastated, I was thrown from my own body
I watched myself fall apart
Saw my own heart breaking.
Saw something die.
In that moment I vowed to myself that no one will ever see me cry.

I've kept that promise...
but it's made me numb.
I don't find warmth or comfort in anyone or anything
There are moments of joy, but they're infinitesimal and fleeting.
I just can't hold on to anything.
And now I know it's because my own heart stopped beating.

07-07-2017, 05:36 PM	#71 (permalink)
LuneLight Music Addict Join Date: Nov 2010 Location: Cape Town, SA Posts: 52	Feel nothing It's nearly 4 in the morning, I'm staring at the ceiling, listening to the wind, The only sign of life outside my window. All I want is to feel something... Got so used to having nothing, that I forgot what it's like, having something to fight for. I used to have a big heart It stayed alive for the longest time and through the worst of times. It kept beating. But I loved too hard, too soon. And I was left, marooned. Devastated, I was thrown from my own body I watched myself fall apart Saw my own heart breaking. Saw something die. In that moment I vowed to myself that no one will ever see me cry. I've kept that promise... but it's made me numb. I don't find warmth or comfort in anyone or anything There are moments of joy, but they're infinitesimal and fleeting. I just can't hold on to anything. And now I know it's because my own heart stopped beating.