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Are you too scared to do that, OH?
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I don’t know what’s in my head. I know I have night terrors and scream bloody murder all night. I’m not holding myself to any ideology just because it made my nuts tingle. Sometimes I’m really a traditional anarchist but sometimes I just really hope there’s a nuclear war. Laugh at me and call me edge lord but the surreal absurdity of hydrogen bombs blasting away cities has a weird dreamy appeal I can’t really explain. But then other times the slightest injustice makes me cry and cry. Real big wet tears and sobbing. You know like when you’re tripping on shrooms or acid and you’re going through these cycles and every one is like connected to something you felt like ten minutes ago like a cycling loop of deja vu except with no memory attached? It’s like that. My beliefs aren’t rooted in anything or I have split personalities or something. I don’t know.