I don’t really care if I get heart disease or whatever
I’m not trying be like nihilism edgelord it’s just life gets to be a whack a mole of problems
I’m broke I’m poor I’m lazy I eat junk I have addictions I have roaches I’m aging diabetes cancer heart disease dementia addiction all run in the family
Lying in a hospital bed full of dope with Coltrane in my headphones doesn’t really sound that bad
I just don’t want a long life. My body is worn out and I’ve done almost everything I want to and the things I have t done are out of reach or I just don’t really care if I do it now
I did all the cool ****. I read the best books. I saw great concerts. I listened to the best music. I travelled to a lot of really cool places. I met lots of interesting people. I’ve made friends with smart interesting people. I’ve loved beautiful women. ****ed way more than my share. I’m good. No regrets
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