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Old 08-29-2009, 05:00 PM   #188 (permalink)
chard
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Location: england
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I really do not know who i am anymore
Iv'e worked for so long and forgotton who i really am.
I'm now so mixed up that i feel isolated
want nothing more than to recognise myself.
To release myself from these chains that bind me down
recognising that iv'e lost myself is the greatest find
hope i can rejuvinate all that i have lost
freedom isn't just a word that you can take lightly
I know i won't find it in a bottle.

Take some air find a place in which i can think
fill a bag and travel take a break.
Deliver me a way out of this predicament
and the burdens that i carry around with me.
May you open my eyes that i may see a different world
and become something new.
I don't want to be left behind in a place i don't belong,
I don't want to find that everyone has been and gone.
Recently iv'e discovered i have no friends
and iv'e lost touch with my family.
I have been self sufficient for many years,
and only now i'm feeling lonely and confused.

Just wanted everything because everything i desired,
now i have everything i have grown tired.
So really i don't have everything i need the essence of life,
a comforter, a nagging wife.

It's true i could buy a bride, have her today by my side.
A human being moulded into a perfect slave
But knowing i had to pay,I have to run away.
I'm proud that i have achieved everything i have achieved
while others failed, my boat sailed.
Into wealth and prosperity, a world of the elite.
This is encredible i now want to give it up
i want all that i have lost, didnt see it to be at such a cost
that all must be forgot, left behind to rot.

My house is up for sale fully furnished
should get a good price, i'm clenching my fist
Make a new start where i grew up
taking one day at a time, a life run by my heart.
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