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Loved ones trying to influence me
in being someone i don't want to be
Thinking it's totally crazy
that i don't see what they see.
Am i alone in this world
am i the only one standing on the ground
feel like getting on my bike
and leaving them to quarrel amongst themselves.
Iv'e made this life as easy as i could
my own creation i think it's good
so why do they pressure me so
and never eccept my answer no.

If they have problems they must look within
because with me they will never win
there arguments can go on for years
causing grief and shedding so many tears.
I for one have to admit iv'e tried and tried again
to stop them interfearing though it causes more pain
so now iv'e decided that enough is enough
you have to take the smooth with the rough
So back with the argument at hand
still in the firing line still don't understand.

I'm not getting any younger, my longtime lifestyle
and for change it's been a while
why should i jump ship when it has wind in it's sails
just to get my feet wet because all communication fails.
It's all about money at the end of the day
can i carry my family in a comfortable way
so they will never want for anything again
i'm thinking thats impossible in this day and age.

I am the bread winner though it wasn't my choice
my wife was made redundant , now she has lost her voice
right when i need her this one time the most
she's just not helping i know i am toast.
My wife has said she will not work again
to make things worse it has started to rain
Does she not know what she is doing to me
please get off your fat arse and get a life please.

Yes i am working fulltime and the money isn't that good
but i feel i'm in the right place touch wood
And one day we will see the benefits
or other wise i am in for it.
I am fully qualified now in what i do
so it has to be just a matter of time,
all i need is your full support now
soon it will be champahgn not sparkling wine.

All the family have learned just to take take take
none of them have learned to give
which i blame myself for, their brains are like sivs.
They are used to spending mine or their mothers money
and now we haven't got any it's not funny
and the days are dark for them no longer sunny
and there's no more hugs and kisses from my hunny.