I told you to shut it cus i knew you were daft
didn't want anyone to hear you, they would only laugh.
I was becoming selfish never listening to your views
i even made you think i never loved you.
I was nasty and indictive which hurt you all the time
it was necessary to get my point across, but always walking a thin line.
You cooked and cleaned and did all that i asked
everything i set out for you to do every given task.
You were young and pretty when i first took you
you died of a broken will at the age of forty two.
Driven close to insanity, but i did keep you- from going over the edge
you knew your place and i was out making a wedge.
I never got to know you, i closed every door
and now i am sorry cus now i miss you more.
now that i have someone else i realise what i had with you
could have been so different if i could have stayed true.
So now i ponder knowing you are gone
i never told you, you could leave me
How i treated you was so wrong
it took me to long to see.
And now i know iv'e lost something
only now that i'm stopping to think
thinking is bad enough, it's getting me down it's getting rough.
Selfish through and through
theirs no way back for you
I still don't get it, i'm so arrogant
i am just a regular bloke just call me a c.....t.
If you were allowed to speak and enjoy friends company
i would have been jealous that you were not with me
that kind of feeling i couldn't let you see
chaining you up that ended your life in misery.
Sweet innocent woman i made it with you
you were my desire, the best i had a few
and i know i'm with another but you made me whole
i just want to thank you from my heart and soul.
I will never change i really don't want to
some might say thats strange but you know it's true
i find it easy to talk to you now, now you have passed on
incredible, since we new eachother since year twenty one.
So i say to my next you better lose some weight
cus the locks will be changed and your stuff will lie at the gate.
Go out and get some new clothes or i will pick for you
oh we do have a laugh my first for you know that be true.