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I am regretfully mistaken about her love for me
never considered that she would just wake up one morning and flee
Somewhat! a paradox how will it end
with my heart all tied up iv'e lost my lover and friend.

Trust in me i will never let you down
what did i do at the very first turn
must have hurt you more than you did say
i suppose thats why you went on your way.
We have been together for two solid years
i forgot how to love and to wi[pe away your tears.
Will i be forgiven will you turn back for me
or will you always think i will never look at my self and see.

I can't live without you your always on my mind
though i didn't entertain you, I was living blind.
Thought you were happy, so wrong was i
living alone does not agree with me, when i'm alone i cry.
Hope you can feel the hurt penantrating from within me
us I thought were soul mates together for all eternity.

Never saw it coming i hope it's not a long while
have no idea where you would go to taking along my child.
Things were always happening beyond my control
our child was a thief and all our time he stole.
You never saw it quite like i did
you took me seriously, with embarrassment you hid
in the background never showing your face
what had i become a bloody disgrace.

Where are you now i can forgive oh so much
need your timid smile and your intimate touch
If only i could send you a letter telling you how much i care
and that with all my worldly possessions my life is bare
and even with all the time that has past, your'e no worse for wear.