snowed under
In this quick ever changing world
i am finding it hard to know where i stand
feels like in my home i am in a foriegn land
allways having to take a grip and hold on tight
i wish someone please turn on the light.
When i want it all to slow down
it speeds up there's no messing around
i am not in charge it's out of my control
living can be easy but not for me right now
all is beyond my reach and i want it and i need to know how.
Things pile up around me everyday
this is what i wanted and this is what came my way
but now it's all to much it's grinding me to a halt
and i am suffering and i don't like it that much.
Who can i go to for help and advice
wanting time to slow down once or twice
dreaming yes dreaming come back to reality
until my work is complete i won't be free.
Knowing that i may be heading for an early death
if i don't lift my head up and take a breath
My dedication will be the death of me
i just don't know how to break away and keep my sanity.
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