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Old 08-30-2010, 11:45 PM   #94 (permalink)
Davey Moore
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Originally Posted by bungalow View Post
so how is it not selfish to say "fuck them?" there are other ways to deal with mental disorders.
Also, it's not a case of "fuck them" it's more of a case of "I'm so sorry, but I just can't summon the will to care more about them finding me, than about this thing inside my head, when most of my days are terrible and painful, and looking at myself, I can't see why any of them would even love me in the first place when I so thoroughly believe how much of a worthless piece of shit I am."

Nobody can be as self-hating and selfish as a depressed person. They hate themselves but they mostly think about themselves.

It literally takes one second of not caring enough. It's like a surrender, not an active show of contempt for others feelings. At least that's how it would be for me.
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