chard

Do not leave without me
say you will be there
do not fore sake me
do you really care
once a upon a time
I would never have to ask
Is this your way of saying goodbye
I can see your wearing a mask.

Things are left unspoken
in every conversation
I am picking this up
but I do have reservations
I do no want to see you go
the thought of an absent you
would drive me crazy
I would'nt know what to do.

Am I being paranoid
are my concerns true
are you about to leave me
for someone new
I could fly off the handle
restrain you from going out
but I have never had an issue
never any doubt's.

Bridge:

What to do
about you
cannot think at all
It's all gone wrong
and It's gone on way to long
am i being screwed.

I do not cope well with break-ups
It always goe's so badly
all those emotions surface
then in the end you lose your baby.

May-be It's only an affair
would I really care
I could have one to
If I did not love you.

chard

my feet are not running, as fast as my brain
I feel like I am drowning, In all my pain
I want to move faster, and escape this trap
I am being wound up, ready to snap.

All the joking put aside
It's been fun, astonishing ride
but now I know there is no place to hide
and now I am set to die.

Waking hours, sleepless nights
everything I know, visually bites
If not my blood, It's my tears and sweat
I am taking my last few breath's.

Wondering what I am talking about
you may ask yourself's
from time to time, In this lifetime
you can lose yourself
living with other's, who can control your mind
slip Inside there maddness, without a blink of an eye
taste others bodies, free your mind-set to the sky
defy what Is normal, look death in the eye.

Chorus;
I am on a trip no-one has ever done before
giving my life up, becoming a whore
for others to take full control
peace of mind, no care for tomorrow.

My life my destination
I want to be the passenger,
I do not care for being the driver
for my heart is not there.

Bridge;
Take me down, resue me from this hell
I am one with you, I won't kiss and tell.

chard

The wind is howling
with rain pouring down
and I am not the first, with my face forced to ground.

chorus;
Time can be limitless
If you know how to live
But If you dont then
you need to borrow this

Friends are living and dying It's all the same
one day they are with you
and gone, I am afraid
no time to say your goodbye's
all can be lost, within just a moment
words cannot express this, to whom It may concern.

Signs of a new beginning
means signs of an end
and that may seem to hard to bare
time has no feelings. Chorus;

Bridge;
Some of us are caring
some of us are not
most live and love for themself
no care to see others rot
and I must admit that I am the same
must keep one step ahead of the crying game.

chard

Sirens In my ears
got to rise
work cus I am able
hear my sigh's

When you are an infant
time is gentle
when you grow up
It's gentle nomore

There Is a lot of things you cover
over a short period of time
and though sometimes you get a cold shoulder
everything turns out fine

It's only when you find
you have aged a bit
your in a job, you do not agree with
and only then you feel hopeless
that you may be travelling In the wrong direction.

Time hinders even the young
but when you age
you may feel that you have ran out of time
so descision making can be slow
and what you decide to follow.

All In all drive Is Important
to get where you have to go
without drive, you are constantly walking
up hill and very slow.

Ambition there Is a lot to be said
find a career and get ahead
learn new skills feed your brain
or end up like me in the slow lane.

chard

Always on the outside looking in
no-one ever notices him
It's alright though with colours faded
neglected but never persuaded.
Eventually It comes about
that everyone was talking about
that old saying that Is and Is to come
with the old guy still on the run.

Climbing that hill, that forever stands
with no one besides him his superiority stands
just to stand at the top
of a ever decreasing rock.
Tired is not the word, screaming from within
why would you do this to yourself
where to begin
several moments later his world falls apart
he may never reach that elusive top.
I wonder if he ever realised to himself
that he was running away from his future
and that nothing is hidden from god,
but undetered struggles on upward to his fate
up as high to the pearly gates.

Surrendered as a man should be
child like for all to see
suicide with a get out clause
he ponders on this, with a slight pause.
Not a word comes out of his mouth
right at the end, nothing to write home about.
Wasted maturity on a goal that others have reached
something that his teachers never teached.
Oh my soul where will I be
spending my eternity.

chard

I am In deep waters
deeper than ever before
surrounded by unbelievers
that want to swipe me off the floor
taking me down, under the ground.

I cannot see me winning
my end draws near
the reason for my sinning
will never be clear
all I know Is, gee whizz.

Out here a sitting duck
In the clear out of luck
no more wind In my sails
I see there hands holding 6 Inch nails
so now very soon, dead by noon.

My Insides ripped out
I have no reprieve
no one hears my shouts
only the people that laugh and then leave
me dying very frightening.

As I descend, over passing
I want you all to know I am still dancing.
Even In the end Its a new beginning
look here now, I am winning
things are not that bad, even In death.

chard

I hear those who, demand respect
they are exposed as a pain in the neck
I listen to those who can communicate
I can always relate
Sometimes I cannot ignore, those who are fun
no matter what they say
they keep you hanging by their tongue.

This is a genuine, mistake
listening is not easy when you know it is all fake
But time will save you
nothing is left to soak through
when all is said and done
there is no one left standing
all the people have gone home
while the man is still ranting.

Here is a dilemma, that I have to bare
so now I am opening up, to my despair
while the day turns, to night
I am always distant, from the light.

When people talk to you
you have to play it cool
you have to listen
to all those bloody fools
Knowing what they say, they have said before
I wish I was standing, near an open door.

Why me, I attract them all
all of them, are crazy people
and I for one, would love to leave
but I pretend that I am in, harmony.
Makes you want to shout, or maybe scream
why the hell do you want to talk to me
I am not your friend, or brother
not even married, or your lover.

If only I got paid,
listening to you everyday
I would not mind so very much
and I would probably, keep in touch
all about nothing, all about you
nothing is a statement, from me to you.
Nothing that you say, makes much sense
I hear by declare that I will not stand in your defence
you who destroy, all that is good
draining me of all my sense, of worth.

chard

Busting out, still in pain
feels like home, which feels insane
should not feel this at all
never experienced this feeling before
like I am losing hope
fighting to stay afloat.


A strain or a virus, running through my veins
something that, I cannot explain
so stop your trying as I am unaware
of all most all my feelings, so there
You have a man that is older than your dad
screwing around with your daughter, I am more than sad
and that I now know, soon I will be a grand dad
sick to the stomach, this is bad.


Hi my son in law, well soon to be
how wonderful, making me so happy
what can I say, bringing me the joys of spring
this is just the beginning.

I look at her and she looks at me
what do you think, my daddy
He is wonderful I am so glad you like him to
I haven't the heart, to say it is not true.

Family, what can you say
it never changes, it's the parents I blame
looking in the mirror, oh what did I do
he's looking right back at me, without a bloody clue.

I chuckle it's laurel and hardy
another fine mess,
what on earth am I worried about
I am truly blessed
So why am I sobbing, I cannot even drink my beer
I am dribbling like a retard, wishing I was queer.

chard

Come on in
make yourself at home
we have blankets, in from the cold
you need no money
as you need not pay
we are happy to have you
night and day.

A good Samaritan
I wish to be,
let us all sit down together
in harmony.
lets not fight or ridicule,
I am not playing any games
so treat me, not as a fool.

In peace time, or at war
you are all welcome at my door
so please leave your baggage outside,
enter with kind hearts
If you would be so kind.
If I can do it, anyone can
you just have to love your fellow man.

Fear and doubt spreads like wild fire
all your good deeds are on that funeral pyre
burning into ash,
a peaceful outcome, ready to collapse
nothing more to say about this
another dream on another wish list.

chard

You got up and left me, after all these wonderful years
how can you forget me and not shed a single tear
I thought I was dreaming, when you packed your bags and left
where are you going, not a single word said.

I feel strange, I am not feeling any pain,
no regret no shame, at all.

Why am I not in pain, this is very strange
after all we have been together for ever
where did our love go, where are my feelings now
swallowed up by time, and all I am thinking Is chow.

So the time is right for you
I think it's good time for me to
Ignorance is bliss, cannot remember our last kiss
so I suppose I did not fulfil your wish-es true.

Well what now, what to do
I should count my lucky stars
If she has gone forever
well I am doing good so far.
If she does return then the door will be open
I will not turn her away
she may just need some space and time
there's no need to explain.

Times like these, are good for a relationship
you find out how your partner clicks
You find what is wrong
and if you love them, then change, or surely they will be gone.
I am not bothered if I do not get that chance
I am now thinking it would be nice to have a new romance.