Well, since I last posted on this thread I've been doing a LOT of thinking as to what I actually do believe. I WAS a deist, but then I'm beginning to REALLY think that accepting a completely deistic POV is little more than fudging the question, avoiding answering the actual question. That and it seems logically impossible and seems to leave more questions than it answers.
But when I read my Siddur (Jewish prayer book), I feel much happier. I've been reading a lot of Jewish theology and the basic ideas and it's MUCH closer to what I believe than deism ever was.
I'm seriously going about converting to Judaism.
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