my most humiliating experience was back when i was like 7 or 8 y/o. my father forced me to give my snack to a girl and that i should say i love you to her. he thinks that by doing so, i can have an early relationship with that girl, sort of like infatuation thing. After i gave my snack to her, that's the first time i started viewing girls as very, very unattractive. and i honestly believe that it was the very experience that triggered why i became gay. it gave me trauma and i never looked at girls the same way again.
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