This Feeling
This feeling inside me,
inside my skin, inside my being,
it's flowing through me like it's never done before.
I don't really remember the last time I felt this,
Only thing I remember is trying to get rid of it,
but this time it's different.
I want it to stay.
There's no reason for me to fear what not need be feared,
there's no reason I have to try so hard to not be happy,
why would I self harm myself, to the point where it's all that I wanted.
I look back, and I just didn't see the point.
Still don't see the point.
I couldn't figure it out before,
and I don't think I ever will.
Sadness had become something regular for me,
and it's time I finally let it go,
and become a new me.
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