A sabattical isn't going to change the way people look at me.
I'm sorry but the stuff that has been said really hurt me an awful lot.
It's just unfair to talk that way about someone's handicap. It isn't even neccesary.
I've seen Dirty doing it a couple of days ago, now Freebase and all I see is people understanding what freebase says. Yes I did get some great PM's, but all they say is "don't bother". Almost no one says 'the guy hasn't got a clue what he's on about'.
This sort of gives me the idea that people do see his point, even though he is very, very wrong.
And I am sorry to be all dramatic, but I've really been crying my eyes out reading that ****. It's not like I can just 'get over it'. It's not like this is not going to happen again. Apparently this is the way some people think about me. They're wrong, but I'm not going to be able to change it, or am I?
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