Went for blood tests today, worried sick that I've got diabetes. I'm slim, walk everywhere, eat reasonably well and have no family history of the disease, but I do smoke a lot... I've been urinating a lot more than usual over the past month and a half, whilst I seem to be constantly hungry at the moment. There's a distinct possibility I'm worrying about nothing, but I'm worrying nonetheless. So yeah, my day has been filled with anxiety, which is set to last until Friday when I get my results. And it's my birthday tomorrow, totally couldn't give a shit about that at the moment.
Yeah, I'm just spewing my nervous energy onto an audience of strangers.
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