Since moving into a house with friends six months ago I've kind of caned it on the drugs front, to the point where I've actually decided I don't want to do them ever again. Around the social circles where I live, Ketamine is widely available, and it's just ****ed my brain, I've K-holed a couple of times on the stuff and it's left me feeling increasingly anxious, and I don't think I can handle another come down... misery doesn't even cover it.
I also had a terrible experience on mushrooms the other week, all because of my ****ing mate, whilst my weed consumption has left me feeling distinctly disconnected for long periods after the high.
I'm done with it all, it isn't fun any more.
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