she who
Looking through my window
into my own world
seeing what i have become
all you boys and girls
So many adventures
walked many a road
been with so many women
chased after gold.
So when you see
through my window
something does not add up
i have lost my will to grow.
Marriage i could blame
now not living for me
living for only my family
Given up everything
so they would live the life
now i hate my self and my wife.
Hate is a strong word
but i believe it to be true
we have nothing in common
eccept we both love to screw.
I was so passionate
for i believed
that she was the only woman for me.
We still share a bed
but the love has slipped away
not sure if i want it back
i have turned into a slave.
I must earn the money
for her to spend
and it is never enough
soley on me she depends.
I have sat down with her
and i have explained
that i am feeling like a lodger
i am going insane
She just smiles and leaves the room
nothing is spoken
everything is laid bare
my heart broken.
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