Its still a process but I finally see the hope. I guess maturity really just means understanding how you work and knowing how to constructively deal with what ya got. Also I reading some of my first posts on here makes me cringe. So much change in the last (almost three years). I joined this at what im probably going to find to be one of the most transitional times in my life so its funny because I can see a progression in my posts and my attitude changing by looking back on those things.
Teenage me (well im still there, almost 18) was exactly what I disliked in people now and usually avoid... which is kind of weird to me because it was such a short amount of time ago (2 or 3 years) that it creates some confusion (and some constructive self criticism). It is good though because I can relate to people who went through similar times on a deep level since I guess im in between. Which makes it easy to communicate and to empathize with.
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