I've just finished my first set of final exams, hence my long barely noticeable (id imagine) absence from this forum, the exams went so-so when i needed them to go so-so to good in order to get marks for masters entry.
prob didnt succeed mostly as a result of smoking too much weed, i somehow convince myself getting a bit stoned to listen to music and read study material is an acceptable form of exam preparation
pretty ****ing pissed at myself now though, especially as my first two exams went well and i just imploded on the last two. also had a panic attack during an exam first time iv ever had that happen iv never cared anywhere near enough about exams to get panicky so that just freaked the hell out of me
im lying in bed now just after my exam listening to hospice, contemplating going to whipping boy on wed and being blissfully stoned, i guess nothing ever really changes, we just, stop, think and go all the same!
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