Fair play to you! You've finally figured out that it's not a disease to be trans, that you don't have to suffer, that you can actually enjoy it. You may even enjoy the transition, should you choose to go ahead with it. That I know nothing of, but I'd imagine apart from everything else it's exciting, almost like being born again.
Glad you're not depressed anymore, as that does no-one any good, and just helps alienate you from people who want to help. Of course you can be a woman and act, even dress like a man if the mood takes you, but then the other side of the coin is you can get all dressed up when you want and no-one will, or should, judge you. In essence, you can have the best of both worlds.
One piece of advice though, if you do go through with the sexual reassignment: lose the beard!
Be well
TH