Farfisa

[stupid drama]That feeling when people won't tell you that you are a burden because they are afraid you might commit suicide. Seriously, I'd feel so much better if people told me how much of a freeloading asshole I am. It makes me feel horrible that even my mom has to sugar coat things because she doesn't want to deal with a dead son. I just feel awful when people aren't honest about their feelings towards me.

I'm not going to kill myself, jeez.[/stupid drama]