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Originally Posted by Odyshape
Thanks duga that is some really good and highly relevant wisdom. I never really thought about how the fact I have never REALLY been in love yet as being a big hole in my maturity. But can kind of see what you mean. There is a girl I met a few weeks ago that I am starting to get some of those vibes from. Like feeling at ease and having your personality validated by some one who you validate. I should really see what would happen between us. I never really considered it before because my ego was telling me "I could do better" but really it does not actually matter at all. I think she is cute and she is a lot like me.
All my other experiences with girls have been quite shallow now that I think about it. I remember thinking that sex would change a lot of that but it never really did.
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I've never felt anything more for men than 'fancying' a guy. Which makes me feel like I'm missing out on alot because I've never really cared for someone or been anywhere near being in love. I'm fussy. I feel like I always find faults with men when I don't want to but something always puts me off them and all I think after that is "creep" yet I'm too nice to let them down so it ends in copious amounts of arguements meanwhile I push them further away. I feel like people I'm actually interested in never have a mutual feeling and people that are interested in me are all ****ing genuine weirdos. It's a load of pish.