I've been out, doing stuff, hanging out with my favorite people in the world, but nothing stops this feeling of awful stagnancy.
If there was no music, I'd seriously be dead and buried right now. It doesn't help a lot, but it does help. I've been absent a lot lately. I can't focus and can't get things to come off as I want them to.
Life is not good right now. The alternative just means no guarantee of music, so I'm clinging onto that one last hope.
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It's a hand-me-down, the thoughts are broken
Perhaps they're better left unsung
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