Last night, me and a friend of mine were getting ready to head out for a night of fun. When I suddenly just...stopped. I sat on the bed just sitting there, as she was getting ready to head out. She came over to me a couple times asking if I wanted to go out, obviously I knew I wanted to, but for some reason, I couldn't think. Nothing was allowing me to come to a decision. There was a voice in my head telling me to just sit there and do nothing. So I did. My anxiety level went up a bit so I couldn't fight it without going crazy, so I took the easy route and just listened to what I was hearing, even if the voices weren't there to begin with.
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