Holy crap man, you've certainly had a tough time! Hope the music helped get you through it, and that you're (sort of) over it now, though of course that sort of pain never really goes away; we just bury it and hope we'll not have occasion to dig it up again. But like all things hidden away it does eventually come back to haunt us, and there's no escaping your past. I know this from personal experience. When my father dies (let it be soon!) I will bring only one thing to his graveside: my dancing shoes.
I didn't get the message on the phone: not good with French. Was the woman asking you to meet her? Do you think she was going to try to explain things to you, or did she just want absolution, as many of these people do?
You really need to write a book; if it's too personal you can always change the names and situations, but this is deep stuff. You're one hell of a writer, Dave!
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