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Trembling at the foot of his presence
an irrisistible urge to flee
still i stand here sinking
somethings i can't believe.

some might say that that my time is up
standing though trapped holding an empty cup
but i just say shut up
stop trying to butter me up.

You fools who pretend that life is all play
should see the light of day
and all those who agree with me
you have one chance it's called holy matromony.

All alone with my future pending
with family who have done all the spending
to make my day a day to remember
closer i stand to complete surrender.

Looking up to the man who has stolen my heart
can i resist can we ever be apart
I have been dreaming of this day forever
swaying like a heavy weight but feeling as light as a feather.

I am into him and he's into me
but now i know that i want it to be history
working so hard for this day to arrive
it's falling apart i want to take a nose dive

With this ring i thee wed
a fly trapped in a spiders web
everyone smiling so happy for me
sinking but not fast enough, no-where near fast enough for me.

No time to think no-where to run
sometimes it's better just to let things run
into the unknown into the abyss
hoping inside there will i find only bliss

Someone who knows me better than i know myself
someone who loves me more than anyone else
a guy who desires me from deep with-in
that must count for something.

Just say the words without swearing
be lady like as i know i can
kiss him like never before
then walk as quick as i can to the door

Second thoughts you could say that
I hope he's not a total twat.
Yes i do, those resounding words
the weights lift, it's so obsurd
I think i fainted been carried away
in the arms of my husband i pray.