Have you been diagnosed? I went through several before they diagnosed it properly: BP type 2. Then the docs got confused and weren't certain that it was correct. Seems like I'm between type 1 and 2. So right now I'm on 3 different meds.
I had a low sex drive before, but all these meds have completely wiped it out. Don't think I've ever felt so dead the last year. Video games started becoming a distraction for around 6 months then lost interest. My interest in music is still the same. I get that pure extasy feeling. My concentration still sucks ass but it's improved a bit. Find it difficult to read books but I have been forcing myself lately and it's going well. My imagination is still wild.
It's a ****ing messy disorder and still can't believe it's permanent. Guessing because of physiological effects.
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