I did plenty stoned. That was never too much of an issue. The thing I enjoyed most was probably that I felt less aimless when doing things. Like, now, I sit down to write and feel annoyed and obligated. Stoned, I was happy and excited about everything I did.
Drug free since March. Trying to find a job. Hoping for something that pays decent and only does the preliminary screen. I miss smoking. It was great for unwinding, and I'm anxious by nature.
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It's a hand-me-down, the thoughts are broken
Perhaps they're better left unsung
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