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Originally Posted by Hermione
brace yourselves
Although honestly I have for the past four months been obsessed with the concept of death. Not that I'm suicidal or want to die, I just cannot comprehend my own mortality and often it makes me numb for days on end and I just flip out about it. I think I may be having a manic episode or one is starting, but I honestly don't care as it will mean I'm free of that bull****. It's ****ing horrifying. I can't live everyday thinking about death, everything reminds me of death and it's horrid
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Yeah I think about death a lot. I think I may always have. It used to freak me out, but not anymore. My thoughts about suicide have changed as well. I don't know if it's good or bad, but back in the day when I was more depressed, I saw suicide as a big deal. If I did it, people would be mortified and sad and upset, etc. Nowadays I'm weirdly comforted by the thought of it.