Yeah. I am going to try to post more, get back on track here.
For sure a shame what happened to Howard, I didn't expect anything on that level to happen in my absence. Damn, still blown away.
The only thing that is going on with me now, is like clockwork I have my first ever gf from school messaging me on FB (like clockwork), telling me her marriage sucks, and she still loves me a lot. Which is ****ing with me, as I do not feel the same, and seeing her recently is like.... I am no longer attracted to you at all. She has really let herself go over the years, various other issues, and just yeah...... racking my brain trying to figure out how to tell her I just do not feel the same anymore, without coming across as a dick.
Yeah, I am not very good at not coming across as a dick to people, haha. My honesty and sarcasm usually doesn't help matters.
Just awkwardness to the max.
But whatever, not the first time this has happened.
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