I'm dealing with the loss of a truly beloved one right now. It's changing me at my very core, it's changing the way I view the world. I can't stop thinking about it. I have to fight to hold back the tears at work.
And the reason im saying this here is because the one thing that can bring me happiness in this time is thinking that I can see my loved one again, someday. And just thinking about it makes me so happy that it makes me cry. This is no scientific attempt to prove anything, but I must say that I really don't give a **** what science or anyone else says about this subject. I'm not saying there is a god or a heaven, but if thinking that I can see all my loved ones again someday helps me to deal with lifes biggest tragedy, then that's what I'm going to do. I don't care if its not intellectually fruitful.
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