Bitching not about work, but my near-inability to get myself to work. I've been having a nice spell of depression, so getting out of bed is hard enough. Getting out of bed by 10 in the morning to shower, then leave by 11, drive an hour to work, then spend eight hours getting yelled at by customers on the phone only to have to drive an hour back home then do it all again the next day...
I'm really not sure how much longer I'm going to be able to find the motivation to keep doing this, but I know I have to. What I'm having to tell myself right now is that I need this job to save up my money to do something I really love and get the hell outta here, and that's worked so far. I'm just so depressed and stressed and pissed off at everything right now.
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It's a hand-me-down, the thoughts are broken
Perhaps they're better left unsung
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