How many people on here have actually felt suicidal? You don't have to share but there have been moments in my past where I have felt so unhappy and miserable where I've considered how committing suicide would improve my situation. I was in a situation where I had no money, I was ill and in terrible pain all the time and couldn't get out to see anybody. It can get pretty desperate quickly. But on the other hand, I'm not the type of person who could commit suicide, I am too strong willed for that. My mom calls me tenacious, but honestly with what's left of my faith I couldn't just give up because it's hard, the feeling is so rewarding when you get past the rough time and know that you can and did make it. I'm rambling incoherently I know but am wanting to make people see that it is normal.
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