My bestie thinks I'm a dullard and wants to go out, but I don't find clubs and drinking relaxing, it just fills me with anxiety and makes me feel exhausted. I'm sitting here feeling guilty that I'm not working, but unable to do the work because I become overwhelmed and tired when I look at it. I feel guilty that I don't enjoy social/public activities, and I feel like I'm holding my friend back, because she wants me to go with her.
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