song lyrics and translations
Cage
shibire wo kirashi teru boku wa mado no chi wo hiki sado no kimi wo matsu
dekireba doku no baiser de
hitan yue ni bitoku miezu kimi wa saigo no mama de
kioku umete kizukarenu you ni saigo no mama
tokei wa hidarimawari demo okashi ta tsumi wa kaerezu
saisho de saigo no rikaisha yakitsukete
iyagaru boku wo mite tsuyoku soshi te yasashiku muriyari no tetsudan
keshi te kimi ni wa ienai
kawa no kishimu oto ga itai kizu wo fukamete yukou
shi ttobukai kimi wa itsudemo reiketsu na no?
osanai koro no gyakutai ga ne ima demo wasurezu ni itai
naze mama wa inai no oshiete yo
itsu ka wa yasashisa ni kizuite haha naru "yurikago" no naka de
hitsuu yue ni mae ga miezu boku no saigo no mama de
semete kimi ni kizukarenu you ni saisho no mama
tokei wa hidarimawari demo okashi ta tsumi wa kaerezu
saisho de saigo no rikaisha kowashi ta
boku ni wa yasashisugita no ka naa? mukashi no torauma wo utsushi
saigo no kimi made kowashi ta boku wa sado?
Cage
impatient the masochist's blood runs in my veins I wait for you, the sadist
if I can do it with a poisonous kiss
because of sorrow I cannot see virtue you are the last mother
the memory buried so that you won't realise the first mother
even though the clock turns backwards the sin I've committed can't be changed
the first and last person who understood me is burned into my memory
see me resisting strongly and then kindly forcing a decision
I can never tell you
the creaking sound of leather hurts me let's make the wound even deeper
you, deeply jealous are you always so cold-hearted?
even now I don't want to forget the abuse of my childhood
why don't I have a mother? tell me...
someday I'll realise kindness inside the mother*-like "cradle"...
because of anguish I cannot see before me my last mother
at least, so that you won't realise the first mother
even though the clock turns backwards the sin I've committed can't be changed
the first and last person who understood me is destroyed
were you too kind to me? the reflection of a trauma from long ago
I destroyed you, the last one am I a sadist?
* here Kyo sings haha, which simply means mother, although in the lyrics it is written as seibo, or virgin mary. (yes, connotations galore. ^^)
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