Yeah. Back when I was younger, around 15 or thereabouts, it was more histrionic. As in I would think how much people would miss me and such. It was almost vengeful in some weird, sick way. Nowadays it's just like, "I think I'm done now". No drama or anything. I just don't feel into the whole life... thing.
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