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Originally Posted by CanwllCorfe
Nowadays it's just like, "I think I'm done now". No drama or anything. I just don't feel into the whole life... thing.
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I never was suicidal, but these days I'm slowly getting more and more like that. Life just kinda feels like a movie that really sucks. You don't really feel connected to it so the thought of killing yourself just doesn't seem radical like it would if you felt that you really thought that you had something to lose. It's not that I feel the urge to kill myself, so much as the idea is just there waiting to be thought about every now and again. Especially when you do something dumb. Say something awkward or do something that makes you feel like you're being a burden to someone, and you seriously think "****, I wish I was dead!" for about half a second. Like you could offer up your life to compensate for the inconvenience that you've caused.