Originally Posted by Hermione

Definitely. It's accompanied by some really nasty fits of rage to the point I think I'm going to actually black out and become violent. Above everything, it hurts the most. He wants me to be his fucking nurse again when he depreciated everything I've worked to become, above all a good person. He called me weak for that and that's why I ****ing left him, I left our home in the same state I keep going into and I trashed the entire apartment. I just want it to hurt him as much as it did me but at the same time I don't want the nasty feelings he elicits in me to define me. It should be enough for me that he's going to be a lonely piece of shit that no one can love, but it's not.