My therapist thinks, with alleged 95% certainty, that I'm paranoid schizophrenic. I have to see a legitimate psychiatrist ASAP, because my "psychosis" extends "above and beyond the time frames and likelihood of Bipolar Disorder or Schizoaffective disorder."
Wonderful.
EDIT:
The significance to this is that I was seeing a therapist to cope with my "bipolar" episodes, was not considered a danger to myself or to anybody else, so had decided to avoid medication because the side effects I'd experienced on medication were negative.
If I go to a psychiatrist, I will have to take medication, and God knows what effect that's going to have on me.
I'm mostly concerned this is going to affect my employment status/employability. I'm not allowing myself to get admitted to any psychiatric institution for being stabilized, because that's ****ing bull****, and I can't afford to miss work.
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It's a hand-me-down, the thoughts are broken
Perhaps they're better left unsung
Last edited by ThePhanastasio; 03-24-2013 at 12:14 AM.
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