Well then I would say it is gonna take a while till your feathers go back to not being ruffled but at least the want is there...
As for me, I have forgiven her repeatedly since I was 15 and to no avail the same **** keeps happening, lucky for me I know the definition of insanity: Doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result. Momma didn't raise no fool.. I wish I could say it was that she is the "family screw up" in which case I would probably be more sympathetic and stick with her through thick and thin.. unfortunately the screw up/ black sheep roll is my cross to bare... Loyalty is her problem and she doesn't seem to grasp that no matter what you do, in life your family has your back... ( in the best case scenario.) yeah I could call her and apologize, and I probably will since I have been thinking about her lately, but I will proceed from there with caution
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