Originally Posted by Always

After my recent health problems, I'm a little more aware of my own mortality. That's not to say I'm scared of death, I'm scared of slowly dying a painful death. I'm afraid of my problems coming back, because I'm not looking forward to battling something that has potential to become terminal if it does come back. It's like walking in a minefield almost, and I don't need any morbid surprises. If I do end up being terminally ill, I'd end it quickly.