All of this- Blink 182
Kelly Clarkson- Because of you
- I hate myself for loosing you
- Beautiful Disarster
Because of you.
I will not make the same mistakes as you did,
i will not let myself cause my heart so much misery,
i will not breack the way you did, you fell so hard,
ive learned the hard way to never let it get that far,
because of you
i never stray to far from the sidewalk,
because of you
ive learned to play on the safe side so i dont get hurt
because of you
i find i hard to trust not only me but everyone around me,
becuase of you i am afraid
i lose my way and its not to long before you point it out,
i can not cry because i know thats weakness in your eyes,
im forced to fake a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life,
my heart cant possibly break when it wasnt even whole to start with.
i watched you die, i heard you cry every night in your sleep
i was so young you should have known better to lean on me
you never thought of anyone else, you just saw your pain,
and now i cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing.
because of you i try my hardest just to forget everything
because of youi dont know how to let anyone else in,
because of you im ashamed of my life because its empty
because of you i am afraid
because of you.
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Just when you thourght things couldnt get much worse, just when you thourght things were going to get better...... it all returns with reinforcments.
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