Sara, I know I've asked before and I know the current jobs climate is terrible, but have you tried to get another job? You seem to hate this one so much, and it's doing such terrible things to you, I honestly think it's harmful staying at it. Everyone has bills to pay of course and when I was working I would have the odd bad day, but no-one ever hoped I got raped or hit me with a death threat. Surely that can't be worth continuing in? Jesus, unemployment benefit would be better than suffering though what you are! Have you considered looking for another job?
I really hope you get out of there; I'm afraid it's going to end up killing you, or turning you into something you're not.
All I can do is send my best wishes and some flowers. Hope it gets better.
