I'm going to London soon and i feel unprepared. Not in the "do i have everything packed" sense, but in the "I don't want to have to see family i don't remember and pretend to like them. i don't want to have to go out to pubs every night and be social and pretend to care about being a tourist" way. I simply just don't have the energy for that. it's difficult, tiring, and some days i just want to lie down. I probably sound ungrateful but I'd rather explore london myself or with friends rather than being ushered around by my parents and have to be social 24/7.
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